Tuesday, September 10, 2024
2024 Turkey: The Call To Prayer
Monday, September 09, 2024
On Answers To Prayer: Church Selection
You may recall that last week in a general end of August update, I requested prayers/good thoughts on selecting a church. Part of that is due to timing: my major trips are at an end for the rest of the year and frankly, it is a gap that now I have no reason not to fill.
To put it bluntly: Well, that was quick.
The two churches I was considering were very different Christian traditions, but both within the larger pale of orthodoxy (small "o" there). I had been to both. I knew something about both of traditions. And I had asked God, even yesterday morning, to give me guidance.
When the sermon for the morning is spot on to your situation and you, it tends to be a pretty big sign.
Beyond just the sermon - which was a very relevant one to everyone, I suppose - was that moment that I realized that the larger intent of the message had been meant for me. And my decision, which is now effectively made.
There is a certain reticence and reluctance, at least for me, when something like this happens. The sort of thing that says "Is God really speaking to me? Me?:"
The response, of course, is simply "Well, you did ask of course. Why are you surprised when you get one?"
Sunday, September 08, 2024
Whoever Will Not Love His Enemies
Saturday, September 07, 2024
Friday, September 06, 2024
On An Art Festival
During the weekend past, The Ravishing Mrs. TB wished to go to an art festival located at the heart of New Home 2.0 (Big City edition). Access there is easy enough - a light rail trip of about 40 minutes - and as we did not have any other plans for the day, it seemed like a good idea.
The walk from the train station to the park where the festival was located was typical of the sorts of things one sees in large cities these days, compounded a bit by the fact that it was a three day weekend. The streets were largely empty, except for the local population of those that do not have a home. It is easy enough to avoid a situation and the panhandling that I have seen in other locations such as New Home was not nearly as prevalent. The sidewalk bears the odor of old urine, something that perhaps only the rain will scrub away (we will see when Winter comes, although has its own health issues I imagine). The buildings of what was probably a thriving local ethnic downtown are faded and for the most part empty, driven out (likely) by a combination of increase of rent and decrease of business caused both by a move to the suburbs and an unwillingness to make a specific trip and step through or around people to get to one's favorite restaurant.
These days, one can usually find an excellent restaurant much closer to home.
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The art festival itself is located in a central sort of park for one of the city's historic districts. Signs proclaiming "City District Art Festival" begin to dot the poles as we come near. One cannot miss the festival itself: a long rectangle of portable chain link fencing marks out the section of the park dedicated to the arts, useful sign holders in bright yellow jackets stopping the traffic to allow people to cross from one side of the park to the next. The private security guards are discretely packed away in the corners.
Inside, a series of small tents hold the arts and artists from at least half a dozen countries that I can count. The artworks themselves are for the most part marvelous creations, the sorts of things that people with real skill can create. Every medium is represented: jewelry, glass, metal work, printing, paper, photography, sculpture, wood work, fiber - even local handicraft organizations have demonstration booths.
The crowds themselves are the sorts of people that one usually associates with this sort of art show, the sort of people that - on the whole - likely are not the type of folks that agree with me on most things. Yes, I know, it is perhaps false to judge things purely based on appearances and half heard conversations - but one gets a sense for things after time through dress and attitude and conversation. No-one is rude of course, or impolite - but there is a vague feeling as we walk up and down the aisles that I am, once again, out of place.
The artwork, while exquisite, is expensive: small prints of delightfully painted birds on old tea bag material runs $75 while a blown glass trio of flowers is $3200 and a wire frame sculpture is $4500. These are artists are not fools: they are here because they believe they can make more money than it cost them to generate the work.
Obviously, I am far from my price range.
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As we leave the festival, within 50 feet we re-enter the zone we originally started in: the buildings are dour and closed off or in the process of reconstruction (likely for apartments). The park continues and we walk up. I marvel at the apparent itinerant inhabitants: a man with black sweatpants and no shirt on who thumps the garbage can and walks away, the small groups of two or three sitting and discussing things, the man sleeping underneath the sculpture that looks pretty neat but is not something we can see now. In the center of one block we see a small playground where a father is carefully watching his children as they frolic over playground equipment.
As we re-enter the city portion, the same largely empty and grey streets greet us. Traffic is light, but so are folks like us who are clearly not from around here. The ground level floors sometimes hold businesses or sometimes have "for lease" signs or sometimes are just empty.
Reaching our stop, there is a series of handicraft stores that are open on this almost empty street. The items themselves are lovely as I look in the windows. Looking up, I see a security guard in what I assume is a tactical vest walking the beat around the building. She nods at me, I nod at her. We step into one of the stores and look until the ring of the train indicates our tourism is at an end for the day.
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Riding back, I marvel at the the sights I have just seen.
The contrast could not be made more clear by the foil of the art festival in the midst of the general run-down nature of what was once a proud neighborhood. Fenced off to clearly control access and protect valuables and keep the peace. inside were artworks valued (all together) at hundreds of thousands of dollars. It is hard to put an estimate on the net worth of the individuals present there - of course some were probably tourists like ourselves - but it is also fair to say that there were people of significant financial worth at that event.
At the same time, walking up the street, I saw three people sharing a sandwich, eating it as quickly as they could.
The festival ended that day; the tents came down and the artists and their works traveled back with them from whence they came. As the tide returning, the world that was kept at bay for a little while has undoubtedly rushed back in. Likely you will be unable to go today and tell there was anything there at all.
The irony? In many cases the people who came to stroll around and see art (and be seen) will likely be the same group of people verbalize how ugly this part of the city has become, how undesirable - perhaps even unsafe. They will on one hand support and enable those that create policies that make such things possible and then decry the conditions that these policies have created. It is a vicious circle that in a way begins and ends with them - but they try to look through the mirror to what is beyond, never seeing the reflection.
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The train comes to a halt at our station. Above and to our left, the rabbits wait in their room for dinner.
Thursday, September 05, 2024
The Collapse CLX: Heat And Death
26 August 20XX+1
My Dear Luclius:
The heat continues.
I would not bother to write you of such an update specifically – except that with enough heat, death follows as well.
We have had two such incidents since I wrote you last. In both cases they involved “older folk” (thus, people in or around our age bracket, or just “folk” as you and I would call them). Of the two, one is not completely unexpected given what has been going on: an older fellow, a widower, who simply fell to the ground in the mid-day heat as he worked in his garden. We assume mid-day; he was not found until later by his wife and by then whatever the cause of death was, it was not self evident. He was just there, lying up, looking at the sun, a hoe still clutched in one hand.
The second was both less visible and less pleasant, an older woman living on her own who had not been seen by her neighbors in several days. When someone finally broke in, they found her on her couch in the living room. As you might imagine, several days in an enclosed space did nothing for the appearance or the smell.
Thankfully, in this case, young people with better stomachs than I helped get her out.
Burial in such circumstances is not the mourning of our past lives, as I have written before.
There is no formal graveyard in this town, so as people have passed away to this point we simply found a place on the other side of the road – as far as is reasonable possible to drag a body and be away from the river – and made that the town graveyard. The digging for both of these started in the early evening – given the temperatures it was either evening or morning but given the condition of at least one of the bodies, the sooner the better.
We dig in turns – you cannot effectively get more than one person in a grave as it turns out without severely impacting the ability to dig effectively. The soil here, thankfully, is not the compacted hard dirt of my home and even with this last round of heat, still moves pretty effectively. And so the pattern goes: one digs, someone else piles the dirt for convenience. On it goes, stepping out and in, until the proper depth is reached.
In the first event – the older man – his wife was there as were her neighbors as we lowered him in. For the second -given the condition of the body – we just put her in the ground and covered her up as quickly as possible; friends could come after the fact.
The services in both cases were brief and to the point: we have no formal pastors here and so we do the best we can. I have an old Anglican prayer book and can read the service for the dead, although I am not Anglican: “Ashes to ashes, dust to dust” and so forth. A quick Lord’s prayer, and we are done. The grieving and comforting comes after, of course. Perhaps someone will have a wake someday, although that has not happened yet: given the state of the world, the idea of celebrating with food in a time of potential want seems wasteful at best.
As we set the first body in and watched the crowd disperse, Young Xerxes and I made eye contact. As the few members of his family and friends dispersed, he walked up to me.
“How many?” he asked, sotto voce.
My raised eyebrow sufficed for the question I did not understand.
“How many by next year?” he asked again.
I looked, and shook my head. “I have no idea” I replied. “More for sure”.
It is sobering, Lucilius, to look at everyone around you and in a real way, realize they are the walking dead.
Your Obedient Servant, Seneca
Wednesday, September 04, 2024
2024 Turkey: The Dardenelles
The Dardenelles is a 38 mile/61 kilometer long passage which separates the continent of Europe from the continent of Asia. It varies between 0.75 to 3.73 miles/1.2 to 6 km wide. The Greeks and Romans knew it as Hellespontes, or Sea of Helle (from the Ancient Greeks' story of the golden fleece, when the sister of the brother and sister duo that rode the flying golden ram fell off into the ocean. In a somewhat uncommonly happy ending, she ended up becoming a sea princess and marrying Poseidon).
In Turkish it is called Çannakale Boğazi, or Straits of Çannakale (that being our planned destination for the evening).
What do you do when you are by the sea? Have fresh fish for lunch, of course!
Tuesday, September 03, 2024
2024 Turkey: South To The Dardenelles
After spending a few days in Istanbul, it was time for us to begin traveling around Turkey. To do this, we would need to cross over into the Asia part of Turkey (which comprises 97% of the country). You can do that at Istanbul of course as the city is built on both continents; as we were headed towards the South and inland, we headed down the European side to the Dardenelle Straits.
Monday, September 02, 2024
End Of August/Labor Day Weekend 2024 Grab-Bag
Greetings on this 2024 Labor Day - Another obscure holiday which used to mean "something something 'Celebrate Labor'" but is now is just another excuse to take a day off. It certainly makes a handy end of the Summer marker: now the long haul to Thanksgiving. There has been enough "minor things" to report that just lumping them altogether made the most sense.
But reassured: Life is very good indeed.
Sunday, September 01, 2024
Saturday, August 31, 2024
An August Walk In The Woods
I had not intended to take a walk - after all, I had things to do before I returned back to the life that continued on without me this weekend, the whirling and scrambling of the modern world currently past my sight and sound. But the morning remained too cool and beautiful to ignore its allure and the chairos - that Greek word for "moment in time" - might never come again.
And so, I walked.
Sighing, I begin the trudge up the hill. The world awaits me.


