26 August 20XX+1
My Dear Luclius:
The heat continues.
I would not bother to write you of such an update specifically – except that with enough heat, death follows as well.
We have had two such incidents since I wrote you last. In both cases they involved “older folk” (thus, people in or around our age bracket, or just “folk” as you and I would call them). Of the two, one is not completely unexpected given what has been going on: an older fellow, a widower, who simply fell to the ground in the mid-day heat as he worked in his garden. We assume mid-day; he was not found until later by his wife and by then whatever the cause of death was, it was not self evident. He was just there, lying up, looking at the sun, a hoe still clutched in one hand.
The second was both less visible and less pleasant, an older woman living on her own who had not been seen by her neighbors in several days. When someone finally broke in, they found her on her couch in the living room. As you might imagine, several days in an enclosed space did nothing for the appearance or the smell.
Thankfully, in this case, young people with better stomachs than I helped get her out.
Burial in such circumstances is not the mourning of our past lives, as I have written before.
There is no formal graveyard in this town, so as people have passed away to this point we simply found a place on the other side of the road – as far as is reasonable possible to drag a body and be away from the river – and made that the town graveyard. The digging for both of these started in the early evening – given the temperatures it was either evening or morning but given the condition of at least one of the bodies, the sooner the better.
We dig in turns – you cannot effectively get more than one person in a grave as it turns out without severely impacting the ability to dig effectively. The soil here, thankfully, is not the compacted hard dirt of my home and even with this last round of heat, still moves pretty effectively. And so the pattern goes: one digs, someone else piles the dirt for convenience. On it goes, stepping out and in, until the proper depth is reached.
In the first event – the older man – his wife was there as were her neighbors as we lowered him in. For the second -given the condition of the body – we just put her in the ground and covered her up as quickly as possible; friends could come after the fact.
The services in both cases were brief and to the point: we have no formal pastors here and so we do the best we can. I have an old Anglican prayer book and can read the service for the dead, although I am not Anglican: “Ashes to ashes, dust to dust” and so forth. A quick Lord’s prayer, and we are done. The grieving and comforting comes after, of course. Perhaps someone will have a wake someday, although that has not happened yet: given the state of the world, the idea of celebrating with food in a time of potential want seems wasteful at best.
As we set the first body in and watched the crowd disperse, Young Xerxes and I made eye contact. As the few members of his family and friends dispersed, he walked up to me.
“How many?” he asked, sotto voce.
My raised eyebrow sufficed for the question I did not understand.
“How many by next year?” he asked again.
I looked, and shook my head. “I have no idea” I replied. “More for sure”.
It is sobering, Lucilius, to look at everyone around you and in a real way, realize they are the walking dead.
Your Obedient Servant, Seneca
A sobering reality, but a reality even in the best of times.
ReplyDeleteLeigh, it truly is something that weighs on my mind more and more. Partially it is the fact I am reaching the point where my age bracket is more affected by that, partially because I now have the example of my parents and can estimate (barring the unexpected) an expiration date. It is not a pleasant thought.
DeleteIn a Collapse such as engulfing Seneca and friends, the die-off will be staggering TB. Not pleasant thoughts to occupy the mind.
ReplyDeleteNylon12, I think this thought will begin to penetrate the thoughts of more and more people as the anniversary of The Collapse approaches and things are not getting better.
DeleteGiven the timeline of this story as I understand it the "Fall" occurred in the Fall season, a winter of struggling, a spring wheat search.
ReplyDeleteBarely mentioned a few that "just died" early on. Maybe the ones that lifesaving meds ran out or simple despair.
Aside from the cleaning out of a nest of "looters" and the Gov.com visit to take vehicles, they've been spared the bulk of the human violence issues.
Death is never easy unless you're a sociopath. Funerals are for the living to take comfort that they did all they could. And oddly enough a future promise that they will take care of YOU when you falter and die.
Michael - Wheat has been more of a "Summer" activity (per this timeline, we are still in late August), but in general your timeline is correct. In story terms, we are not quite 1 year out from the actual Collapse as an event (September of 20XX).
DeleteI will have to go back and look, but only a few deaths have been officially "recorded" by Seneca. There could be any number of reasons for that: people wanting their privacy for personal reasons or simply to have more "stuff" for themselves. This town (it is a based on a real one) is essentially a dying community with at the time a little over 100 residents and many of those sort of strung out on a series of roads in and out of town. Keep in mind that Seneca is a relative newcomer as well; in earlier portions of the story he alluded to the fact that his neighbors were not even really known to him.
In terms of the location: Frankly, although this is on a state highway, you have to work to get there. The towns between the larger highways are also smaller towns. The largest city in the area - where Epicurius is - is easily 1.5 hours by motor transport and again, with not many places between here and there. Winters tend to be on the snowy and cold side. All of that to say - there are easier places for Locusts to make a living.
Death is indeed never easy, although I would argue our modern Western society has done everything in its power to divorce us from its inevitable reality.
Someone years ago that the moment we are all born we are dying and I remember that thought making a big impact on me.
ReplyDeleteJust about a week ago, I was reading the local obituaries and saw someone with a familiar last name. It turned out to be the brother of a man who lives in our neighborhood. As I skimmed through the obituary, I was stunned to see that it said he had recently been predeceased by his brother. I started thinking back and realized that I hadn't seen his brother since possibly sometime in June. Given that the brother was a loner of a bachelor and there was no funeral or even obituary in the paper, I suspect that he probably died at home and had been in there awhile before being found.
Ed, I have seen similar quotes. They are indeed jarring - and memorable.
DeleteDeath alone has become more and more of a thing in Japan. And if there is no family or other social relations, likely they will simply be buried and forgotten. In our rush to destroy traditional connections for "the modern world", we have enabled this.