The Forty-Five
Monday, March 09, 2026
An Unexpected Mailbox Surprise
Sunday, March 08, 2026
A Year Of Kindness (X): The Quiet Ones
Even, dare we say it, loved and of infinite value. Sort of like how God see us.
Saturday, March 07, 2026
Book Review: Liturgies Of The Wild
Friday, March 06, 2026
Themes Of Mystery
I cannot escape the fact that themes keep piling themselves into my life like advertisements on a radio that simply continue to repeat until you feel like you have to buy the product to make them stop.
I do not know how "messaging" (if that is what we shall call it) works in other's lives. How does one know when a change needs to be made? How does one sense that life is asking one to change course or direction, be it of a lifestyle or living or simply a pattern of thought?
Mine, apparently, comes through the written word.
It has been a slow process, perhaps two years or more (corresponding, as it turns out, to my relocation to New Home 2.0). It has largely involved books, but quotes have participated also, as well as conversations with individuals.
It is that moment where the ground is shifting under your feet and you have no other option except to ride it like a surfer on a wave.
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I comprehend that I am speaking a bit riddles. Mostly that is due to the fact that I am trying to understand the themes and the questions themselves. What they are - or at least my best guess at them - has migrated from notes to journaling to a Word document (so I can see everything in black and white). Even with all of that, I am not sure that the thing is completely baked, as it were.
There is that nagging feeling that out there, a few things remain to fall into place.
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I would be lying if I said I was not approaching this with trepidation - mostly because of the fact that I know that this is going to end of pushing me way outside of the quiet comfort zone that I have spent years constructing for myself.
But I do not really know that I have a choice, trepidation or not. We can only ignore things so long as we choose not to engage with them or they are not apparent to us; once they reveal themselves and begin to eat away at the framework, we have no choice but to work to reconstruct things based on the new reality.
One wonders if the incipient butterfly feels fear as it prepares to break through the chrysalis.
Thursday, March 05, 2026
Wednesday, March 04, 2026
2026 Japan: Kobudo Kyokai Taikai (I)
One of the highlights of our training trips to Japan is the ability to attend the Nihon Kobudo Kyokai Taikai, the Japanese Classical Fighting Arts Association Demonstration (a rather free translation). The demonstration allows different schools to demonstarte. Kobudo is typically considered to be arts developed before the Meiji Restoration of 1868. That said, many of the arts here were founded before 1600.
Tuesday, March 03, 2026
2026 Japan: Oi Zao Gongen Shrine
One of the interesting things to me about Japan is that one runs into its religion in the most unlikeliest of places. Coming from a place where 400 years is a long time, it is different to realize that one is in a land which has been inhabited with a record history for at least 4-5 times that.
On an afternoon with a free day, I decided to try to see if I could find any local temples or landmarks. Turns out there was one not a mile from the hotel.
Along the way, I came across these two cat statues. They are named Hanako and Taro, and are built to honor the Japanese poet Sakutaro Hagiwara.



