Sunsets in the Grand Canyon: There is nothing like them:
Imagine our surprise when we saw an object and a trail rising up in the sky! Was this the end? No, just a SpaceX launch from Vandenberg Air Force Base.
Sunsets in the Grand Canyon: There is nothing like them:
Imagine our surprise when we saw an object and a trail rising up in the sky! Was this the end? No, just a SpaceX launch from Vandenberg Air Force Base.
The objective of the first "day" of our hike - now that we had arrived - was to get to the Esplanade, which (as it turns out) is not just a fancy name, but a reference to the layer of rock that constitutes it, a 330 foot red sandstone shelf. Mileage was about 5 miles*: 2 miles along the Rim, then 3 miles or so of hiking down into the canyon, with an descent of about 850 ft.
(* = Author's note: Distances in come cases may be approximate, based on measured versus reported.)
Practicing the harp for my upcoming "performance" has been good for my soul.
Part of the goodness has simply been that practicing for an objective is always easier than just practicing, at least for me. Knowing I am going to be playing in front of someone will tend to do that for me.
It has also been good as a general re-introduction to not only the harp on a more regular basis, but a re-examination of my life in general. And especially those things which, for whatever reason, I have put to the side.
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There was a time - years and years ago - when my life was very different, with a lot more music and singing and learning and reading of some less than serious things, tinged with a very strong streak of hopeless romanticism.
It is easy to look and say "Well, of course things had to change: after all, we have to grow older and take on responsibility and so forth." But looking back on that, I wonder if that is as true as it was presented.
For example, I have well over 25 years in my current industry. 95% to 99% of the work that I did - the products worked on, the projects worked on - have been placed into bankers boxes and are located at long term storage facilities, where they are slowly been shredded per a pre-established time frames (the modern version of this, of course, is that everything is now electronically stored and deleted according to the same time frames). A 99% failure rate is not the sort of thing that shouts "Good investment of time".
I then look at the things I gave up to do this, the person I had to become in order to do these things - and wonder if the present me is the better for them.
Does that mean everything else that happened in those years was also an effective failure? Not at all. Lots of very fine things happened during those times as well. I made new friends, had a family, took up new practices (including writing a blog), and had experiences that I would have never likely had otherwise.
But now I am entering a different phase of my life. And am starting to ask questions.
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The reality is that - for the first time in a very long time - I have the ability to choose a life again. Maybe not completely all over again, but I have a great deal of freedom that I have not had in years - not just in what I do, but who I am.
And I as I pluck away at the strings of my harp, working to embed the songs into my brain, I find the resonance of the notes awakening other things as well, the faintest sounds of someone who used to be awakening for the first time in years.
"Whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in Me to sin, it would be better for him if a millstone were hung around his neck, and he were drowned in the depths of the sea." - Matthew 18:6
"Therefore, if food make my brother stumble, I will never again eat meat, lest I make my brother stumble." - 1 Corinthians 8:13
Among the many things which may constitute a review of our lives when we die, I cannot help but wonder if one of those things will be those times we acted to drive people away from Christ instead of drawing them to him.
At least for myself, how many times have I acted as a millstone for someone else? How many time times have I brought others to sin by my own?
My attitude, my self righteousness, my hurling of Biblical truths without Biblical love - how many have I turned from Christ or made Him a person without credibility to do what I say He had done, change one's life? After all, He apparently scarcely changed my own?
Sometimes the greatest obstacle to someone else's belief in Christ is not themselves. Sometimes it is those that claim His name.
One of the habits that our youngest, Nighean Dhonn, acquired from an early age was the collection of pressed pennies. For those that may not be aware, a pressed penny (also known as an elongated penny or smashed penny) is a penny which is placed into a machine, run through a series of gears and presses, converted into a souvenir of a particular location. I cannot quite remember when she first started collecting them, but over the years she has gotten them at many places that we have visited - or, others have gotten them for her.
Somewhat to my surprise, these have a much longer history that I would have anticipated, first appearing in 1893 at the World's Columbian Exposition in Chicago, IL.
As a reliable father, I have taken to carrying to makings of an elongated penny - a penny and two to four quarters - on my person just in case, because you never know. That emergency stash was used in her recent visit to New Home 2.0 (Two points to the home team).
Thus it was with a bit of trepidation that I heard, earlier this year, that pennies are being discontinued.
As a potential gift, I suggested to The Ravishing Mrs. TB that she get a roll of pennies to give Nighean Dhonn for Christmas (along with a roll of quarters). She went to the bank - and got the last roll they had. Apparently, they can no longer order pennies. They will only have them if someone turns them in.
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It is hard for me to imagine a world without pennies.
Yes, of course I understand that a penny now is not what a penny was when I was young. But pennies were the sort of ubiquitous coin that always seemed to be present. The idea of finding a "lucky penny" buoyed my spirits up more than once as I crossed a parking lot or found one in a store (it still does, honestly).
Pennies, for me, served as a gauge of how much things had increased in cost since "the old days": how many times did I read of the late 19th or early 20th century where a penny would buy any number of things. It served as a tangible link to finance of the past.
And now, it appears, it will in turn become a thing of the past.
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Like most coins, they will not immediately disappear. They will still be roaming in the population. For now, people will still use them. And then stores will stop price things in such a way that they have to use pennies (this is going to be an issue for sales tax, of course). And slowly they will slip out of circulation, into the hands of those that use them for other things or collect them, because they will have no use as currency.
I suppose it is ridiculous to get sentimental about the loss of use of a coin - after all, it is not like I use cash all that much anymore. Perhaps my sentimentality derives from the fact that another thing which figured so much into my past and my understanding of the world is slowly slipping away out of use.
It does sadden me a bit that younger generations will not get the thrill of randomly found penny on the ground. But - sadly - perhaps we now live in a world beyond such simple pleasures.
Or at least, most of us. I will still continue to look for them and be filled with joy when I find one.
After about 4 hours on the road, we turned East to get to the Canyon. We took a longer route there as our guide, Rainbow Bright, was concerned that with the recent rains and the fires, the van would get stuck in the mud (it had happened once before).
One thing I always forget about the Grand Canyon is that the Rim is almost 7,000-8,000 ft/2130-2430 m above sea level - so to go down, one first has to go up.
28 December 20XX +1
My Dear Lucilius:
This afternoon as I was puttering around the house one of my science fiction books caught me eye.
It was one of those “military” science fiction books by one of the authors that I had come to enjoy (before the genre morphed beyond my ability to enjoy it). Starships, foreign worlds, the interplay of humanity in the future with all of the issues that are timeless because we are human. One of those authors who wrote science fiction when it was at its best.
I have many happy memories of reading books like that, of reaching out via space or magic to realms that were clearly unattainable but in some ways were far more real to me than the world that I was living.
I looked at cover, chuckled fondly, and put it back.
Our “science fiction future” has turned out quite different, it seems (Yes, I know, many authors wrote in some kind of mass apocalypse which humanity was able to push back from. I have no idea what the situation is outside of our bubble, but I suspect we are a ways from “the long march back”.).
One of the things that the best sorts of science fiction were infused with was a sort of underlying hope and optimism. Yes, part of that was likely due to the fact that authors wanted to sell books (who wants to read a book where everyone dies in the end), but it also reflected a belief at some level that hope matters, that good triumphs, that justice prevails. That seemed to change over time as the walls of the universe and technology closed in and travel “out there” became much less of a “Can we make it to the next star?” to “Can we make it to the next planet, or maybe even the moon?” Even those things would be amazing; for many that were raised on new worlds and new dimensions, “the next planet over” might seem a bit like settling.
Could I pick up that book, or any one of the other science fiction and fantasy books and read them today? Yes, without question: The books I have kept are the books that I enjoyed and that entertained me not specifically reliant on the setting or the technology/magic but rather about the relationships and the characters. In that sense, they are as great a literature to me as anything considered a “classic”.
But could I look to them as I did once as worlds more real? Sadly, no. That door has closed; possibly it has closed for all humanity at this point. The real world sputters in my stove with a minimum of wood or bends the bushes and trees as a cold wind that we can no longer predict days ahead, only endure.
I wonder if, out of all of this, a new sort of literature will be created based not so much one what we thought could have been possible, but what we actually learned from the experience.
Your Obedient Servant, Seneca
This hike almost did not happen.
Up to approximately 3 weeks before, the fire in the North Rim of the Grand Canyon meant that the North Rim was closed. The company we went with had planned a route out of the South Rim just in case (which would have been fine, of course) - but three weeks out the North Rim reopened.