Not feeling it today.
We had the potential of a "wintry mix", which could mean that the roads would be iced over. Na Clann's schools are all delayed two hours. And so, hoping against hope, I looked at the computer and phone. Nothing. Work is on as usual.
I feel completely demotivated.
It is like I am in school again, hoping against hope that something intervenes to keep me from going to work today. Because I really do not want to go.
I have to, of course - meetings are scheduled, deadlines exist, and of course there is that minor thing about salary that needs to be dealt with - in other words, the realities of life do not yield to my minor kvetching about things.
But there is something here, something that I need to latch on to. Something that my brain is trying to tell me - or maybe heart. Because this feeling is becoming more and more common as I rise up in the morning, knowing that on the other side of the door lies a day which has come to be like almost every other day.
Ah well. Delay or no delay, the phone calls and documents await.
Sigh
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