Upon arriving in Phnom Penh, the capitol of Cambodia, we had a day before our tour started. We spent part of it by walking around our hotel, exploring.
The street outside our hotel:
The view from the roof of our hotel:
Upon arriving in Phnom Penh, the capitol of Cambodia, we had a day before our tour started. We spent part of it by walking around our hotel, exploring.
The street outside our hotel:
Autumn is in full swing here in New Home 2.0. Our temperatures have dropped from the mid to even high 90's to the mid-80's or even the 70's. At least twice this month, we have had rain - interestingly enough, both times on a Sunday.
I am hoping that the leaves around us catch up soon. Having the ability to look forward to an actual Autumn with actual colour is exciting.
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Nighean Gheal has returned from South Korea.
It has been a little over a full year since she left to teach English there. As the year mark approached, she had three choices: remain in the school where she was, resubmit to the program (so no application process, but no guarantee of which city she would end up in; previous teachers do not have seniority in the program), or come home. Although she quite enjoyed her students (especially the second semester), she decided to come back.
She spent two weeks or so with us in New Home 2.0 before heading back to New Home, where she is thinking about what her options are and where her next adventure will be.
We are glad she is back.
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It is hard to believe that it has been a year and a half since we moved here to New Home 2.0. It seems like both a long time and not very long at all.
The apartment location still works fine, but The Ravishing Mrs. TB is starting to notice "features" about it, mostly the fact that the appliances are about as cheap as they come and not terribly convenient. I am not quite in a position to declare that we are more actively thinking about a more permanent location, but I can see a situation where we are not here more than another year.
Which is fine. This location has worked out fine for work and getting to know the area, but I really would like something with a bit more privacy (and a garden).
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In what I consider one of the strangest things ever, somehow I had edged up to almost 400,000 page views this month. For perspective, that is 15% of all the hits I have ever gotten.
Most of the traffic seems to be from the U.S., but given the limitations of the tracking, I cannot fully believe that those are actual people (I know what I write like). At best it is bots and spammers, at worst I have managed to attract the attention of some sort of agency or another.
To whoever it is driving those numbers, welcome.
"Humility was largely meant as a restraint upon the arrogance and infinity of the appetite of man. He was always outstripping his mercies with his own newly invented needs. His very power of enjoyment destroyed half his joys. By asking for pleasure, he lost the chief pleasure; for the chief pleasure is surprise. Hence it became evident that if a many would make his world large, he must be always making himself small. Even the haughty visions, the tall cities, and the toppling pinnacles are the creations of humility. Towers that vanish upwards above the loneliest star are creations of humility. For towers are not tall unless we look up at them; and giants are not giants unless they are larger than we. All this gigantesque imagination, which is, perhaps, the mightiest of the pleasures of man, is at the bottom entirely humble. It is impossible without humility to enjoy anything - even pride.
But what we suffer from to-day is humility in the wrong place. Modesty has move from the organ of ambition. Modesty has settled upon the organ of conviction; where was never meant to be. A man was meant to be doubtful about himself, but undoubting about the truth; this has been exactly reversed. Nowadays the part of a man that a man does assert is exactly the part he ought not to assert: himself. The part he doubts is exactly the part he ought not to doubt - the Divine Reason. Huxley preached a humility content to learn from Nature. But the new sceptic is so humble that he doubts if he can ever learn. Thus we should be wrong if we had said hastily that there is no humility typical of our time. The truth is that there is a real humility typical of our time; but so happens that it is practically a more poisonous humility that the wildest prostrations of the ascetic. The old humility was a spur that prevented him from stopping; not a nail in his boot that prevented him from going on. For the old humility made a man doubtful about his efforts, which might make his work harder. But the new humility makes a man doubtful about his aims, which will make him stop working altogether."
- G.K. Chesterson, Orthodoxy
Friends - As you are reading this post, I am on my way to hike in the Grand Canyon.
For what may be a first for me, I am doing a pre-review of a book.
Helmuth James (Graf) von Moltke (1907-1945) was the grandson of Helmuth Von Moltke The Younger (German General of WW I) and the Great Grandnephew of Helmuth Von Moltke The Elder (victor of the Austro-Prussian and Franco-Prussian Wars of the 19th Century). A jurist by trade (having trained in both Berlin and London), at the age of 31 he was drafted into the International Law Division of the German Abwehr (The Intelligence Unit).
He used his position both to mitigate where he could the deportation and murder of Jews and other refugees and capture soldiers by using his legal experience to throw "bureaucratic wrenches" into the operations of the German Reich. He also, at his ancestral home Kreisau (now in Poland, but part of German Silesia at the time), began what became known as the Kreisau circle, an opposition group which not only opposed Hitler but planned for a post war Germany (Von Moltke and the Kreisau circle believed that Germany would lose the war).
Von Moltke was driven by his Christian beliefs and his political beliefs in his opposition to violence. This opposition did not save him; as a result of the July 1944 assassination attempt on Hitler, 7,000 who were considered enemies of the state were rounded up. Almost 5,000 of those were killed. Von Moltke, who had been arrested before the attempt in January 1944 for suspicion of anti-regime actions, was caught up with them.
His crime - since he did not condone violence -was created out of thin air: Having discussed a post-war Germany based on moral and democratic principles, it was construed that this represented treason as it assumed the defeat of Nazi Germany. Von Moltke was sentenced to death on 11 January 1945 and executed by hanging 12 days later on 23 January 1945 at the age of 37.
Besides all of this, Von Moltke wrote letters.
His correspondence with his wife Freya spanned over 1600 letters. These letters - he wrote in very small script and rather illegibly - were hidden by his wife in beehives on the Kreisau estate and taken with her when she fled Germany following the war. Many of the letters, dated from 22 August 1939 to 11 January 1945 (the day of his sentencing) constitute Letters to Freya.
I know what you are thinking: This seems like a great deal of lead up to a book you have not read. And what the heck is a "Pre-Review"?
In fairness, I have read 20% of it. And by "Pre-Review", I wanted to capture my pre-completion impressions, because I really value the description of this man and what I am reading.
Some quotes from the what I have already read:
"But soldiers can never win this war; they can only lose it; only civilians can win it." - 01 September 1939
"As for the question of our allegedly putting our heads in the sand at Kreisau, I have this to say: It is our duty to recognize what is obnoxious, to analyze it, and to rise above it in a synthesis which enables us to make use of it. Whoever looks the other way for lack of ability to recognize it or of strength to surmount what he has recognized, is indeed putting his head in the sand....Peace is not complacency. Whoever lets black be white and evil good for the sake of outward calm does not deserve peace and is putting his head in the sand. But whoever knows at all times the difference between good and evil, and does not doubt it, however great the triumph of evil seems to be, has raised the first stone for overcoming evil." - 01 June 1940
Reading the biography of his life and starting through his own words, I realize that I need this book. I need this man. I need to understand how one processes and deals with a world that is rushing headlong towards an appointment with destiny it thinks it desires, but does so without understanding what that actually means.
13 December 20XX +1
My Dear Lucilius:
The Visitor In The Snow has caused, perhaps unsurprisingly, a flurry of activity in our snow packed town (no puns intended, but gladly accepted). Beyond just this digging out and checking on people, the biggest point of conversation as I walked from house to house – even with our Erstwhile Neighbors – was “Who was he? Where did he come from?”
To the first I have an answer. To the second, I still only have mysteries.
The second point first: I cannot tell you anything about where he came from, at least around here. Young Xerxes sent people out on sweeps around the various parts of Birch, out even to the former school. There was nothing: no tracks, no other bodies (of people, anyway), no signs. Two young men actually made it all the way to the ranch at the base of the tall him that dominates our southern landscape; they, also, had no idea and had not seen anyone.
Only the tracks coming out of the West remained.
Young Xerxes and I walked them as far as we could, until it became apparent that blowing snow had erased them. If there was a point where he came onto the road, that was not revealed as well. At some point the indentations continued to grow shallower and shallower until they simply disappeared and it was nothing but us and gentle plains of snow that whirled as snow devils created themselves in sparkling circles and then died.
To the first question, his name was J.
I have his ID in front of me as I write. J. Aged 30, judging from the birth date on his driver’s license, which is from a state (A former state? Are there any states at all anymore?) several states away from here. His height (5’ 10”) and his physical appearance (Hair: Brown; Eyes: Blue) look back at me from the picture.
His face is clean shaven and far heavier looking that than the frozen face that greeted us yesterday. He has that awkward smile that so many of us have for such official pictures: “Smile”, they say. We most often look either grim or goofy.
The other contents of the pocket on the back of his cell phone was generally unremarkable: a credit card and bank card to financial institutions I am sure no longer exist, a roadside assistance card long expired, a series of old fortunes from fortune cookies: “Changes are in your near future” read one that seemed rather new.
And in one pocket, a laminated picture.
It is clearly him. It is Summer. He looks happy, sitting on a boat on blue waters. The rod in his hands make it look like an ocean fishing expedition. To his right is a woman looking at the camera as well. She is clearly dressed not to go fishing, but to be there and enjoy the sea. They each have a bottle of beer in their hands. The sun is shining brightly, casting bold shadows onto the deck.
Who was he, Lucilius, this J? Yes, I know his name and I can gather a bit from where he had financial transactions, but other that the only clue I have is this picture.
Did he always like fishing? Was this a one time trip? Was the cashmere scarf that he had from this woman? Was she his girlfriend, his wife, his sister? A friend? What did he think of all that has happened in the last year? Where was he? What did he do?
And why did it all come to an end against the side of building in a snow storm?
His story is not unique, now or ever. For most of history most of us have gone to the grave known perhaps by a few around us but forgotten within a few years or a generation. It was only in the modern world, with pictures and videos and books and electronic memory that the names of millions could be remembered.
Could be. Were. Now, we slip by and if we are lucky, we are briefly remembered.
Sic transit gloria mundi.
Your Obedient Servant, Seneca
The French control of Cambodia began in 1863, when the then current King Norodom signed an agreement allowing French control in return for a removal of being a vassal state of Siam (interestingly, one of the outcomes of this was that the King, who took the throne in 1860, could finally be crowned in A.D. 1864 as the royal regalia was returned by the Thai Kingdom). Cambodia became incorporated with the constituent parts of Vietnam (divided into Tonkin, Annam, Cochinchina) and Laos.
The Khmer Rouge in three years of rule (1975-1978) were responsible for the deaths of approximately 25% of then current population of Cambodia, estimated at 2,00,000 people. Their reign of terror was only stopped by the invasion of Cambodia in 1978 by Vietnam, responding to cross-border raids by the Khmer Rouge. The Vietnamese occupation lasted until 1993, when the previous prince Norodom Sihanouk returned as King under a constitutional monarchy with a multi-party parliament (replaced by his son, Norodom Sihamoni, as King in 2004 upon his death).
As a personal note to end this, it is a beautiful country and everyone we met was friendly. It is a shame the last century has been marred with such violence.
(Author's Note: I have been sufficiently please with the outcome of my series of Essentialism and the kind comments of you, my readers, on that particular idea of a deep dive into a particular book, that I am planning to do it again. I have a couple of books I am thinking of; I ask for your patience as I work through the next steps.)
The first year I grew grain was in 2005.
It was, as I recall, a combination of Winter Wheat, Emmer Wheat, Jet Barley, and Oats. The Oats did not take. Everything else did, and my interest in grain growing was born. I believe that every year since then, I have at least tried to grow some kind of grain, no matter what my success rate.
Imagine my pleasure to find, in Permies crowdfund benefit package, a new book on growing grain:
Leigh's works are described at Kikobian. Her longer books are available at all the usual online places. Her e-publications (including the one listed above) are available via Smashwords.com; her author page is here.
If you are looking for a "how to start" book that will stay with you as you increase your planting (because of course you will), this book is the best deal anyone could have to an introduction on grain growing.
12 December 20XX+1
My Dear Lucilius:
We had two surprises today.
The first – both a surprise as a blessing – is that Young Xerxes showed up at our house this morning. In snowshoes – garnered from the pairs that Pompeia Paulina had at her house. He brought a day that was both sunny and snowfall free with him, along with a second pair for me.
The second surprise – less welcome – was the news he brought. There was a body in the snow. A body no-one recognized.
Walking in snowshoes is a trick I had largely lost the talent for; at one time, Winter hikes were an occasional thing and having snowshoes was far superior to tramping through snow (to gain wet shoes) with the risk of postholing (sinking up to your knee or thigh) a risk. The picking up of my feet was not so bad after I got going; the fact I continue to look like a duck undoubtedly made for high comedy.
By the time I made it to the Post Office, there was a crowd of about a dozen or so – including, somewhat to my surprise, some of our erstwhile neighbors – gathered around an object leaned up against the building. Folks kindly cleared as I waddled my way forward.
Sure enough, it was a body.
It was a man – a very thin looking man, if the gauntness of his face was any indicator. His was curled up into a ball, lightly dusted with snow. He had what I would have considered “Summer gear” in these parts: jeans (cotton, become wet and damp easily), a long sleeve shirt with perhaps a layer or two beneath poking out, tennis shoes, and a beanie, and for some reason a beautiful gray cashmere scarf. No jacket, no gloves.
His extremities – fingers, nose, ears – were black with frostbite. His eyes – pale blue – were staring off into a distance that he could no longer see.
Someone pointed out that down the main road into town from the West, there were half covered footprints leading in. He had come then, sometime in the night before the snow had completely fallen, taking refuge against the post office (it is a large enough building in these parts and would have been fairly discernible – and died.
I scanned the crowd with raised eyebrows. People shook their heads all around: no-one recognized him.
There were two concerns in my mind at the moment. The first was any sort of transmissible disease that he might be carrying with him. The second was equally as pragmatic: with a huge dump of new snow, what were we going to do with the body?
I spoke sotto voce to Young Xerxes and off he went like a shot (well, really a snow-shoed shot) as the rest of us stood around. To keep people busy, I sent some of the younger folk down the road where his prints had come from to see how far they went. The rest of us waited, low mutterings around the circle punctuated by frosty clouds of breath.
Young Xerxes returned, bearing what I had asked for: Latex gloves. No sense in taking any risks. I put some on as he did and then, we pulled the body forward.
Only once have a touched a body in rigor mortis; it was as if I was moving a relatively solid piece of wood, not a body. The same was true here, with the caveat that in point of fact this was frozen wood. The sensation, even through the gloves, was not pleasant.
Keeping as much distance as we could manage, we “flipped” him over on the other side, like a fish in a pan that we were frying. This side was much colder and snow bound, of course. But nothing else was revealed.
His face and hands (from what I could see) bore no signs of obvious outbreak of sores or other skin outbreaks. I say “From what I could see”; I had no intention on bending closer to an unknown death.
Gingerly we felt around his pants and coat pockets. In one front pocket we found a Swiss Army knife stripped of its outer plastic siding, the metal parts exposed. There was a cell phone – probably dead now – with one of those wallet casing attachments on the back with some cards that I could not make out. Other than that, nothing: no rings, no jewelry, no weapons, no food.
An enigma.
Those I had sent off down the road came back; they said the trail had run straight down what was the old state highway from the West. Not a surprise, really – it was flat and one could relatively tell if one had gone off it.
Which, of course, left the body.
Three feet plus of snow and frozen ground does not lend itself a burial and just leaving a body around here might attract predators now looking for a meal or other sorts of predators later. It needed to move. I looked again to my energetic young friends: There was an oak about a half mile down the road; could they get the body there and place it? A discussion, 15 minutes later and a sled, and they were ready. Young Xerxes and I lifted the body up, instructed them to shovel a hole in the snow, and dump it in without touching it.
The crowd began to disperse, and even our Erstwhile former neighbors gave me a nod as they left. Young Xerxes and I waited until the burial party returned. It was easily 30 minutes; standing on the snow in snowshoes instead of in it mad for a better experience and after a week more or less inside, it was good to just stand outside.
Our young friends returned, reporting a successful mission. I suggested to Young Xerxes that we might go up there in a few days; given the nature of the Winter and animals about, I was of half a mind that the body would no longer be there.
I do not like mysteries, Lucilius. Especially the dead without explanation.
Your Obedient Servant, Seneca
A poem written about the Merlion: