The air is warm and the sun beats down as I settle the caber against my shoulder.
It is our local city games and we are throwing the challenge caber, a 12 foot 65-75 pound blue plug of wood. If you turn the caber - get it completely end over end- you can advance to the next level. This is my great challenge - in three years and 20 plus games, I have never legitimately turned a caber.
I keep working my way my way down the shaft of the caber, fingers locked together and the caber standing almost straight upright. My head is locking it into my neck and my legs are out to the side as I bend lower and lower. The caber shifts back and forth with the breeze or my actions and I have to wait and settle it back into position.
Finally I get to the near the bottom. Proper technique is to get your hands to the bottom, give a short lift with your head and shoulder, and scoop your hands under the base. I cheat this a little bit: I pull up and then get my hands in position. Fortunately the caber is light enough and forgiving enough that I can get away with it. My hands are not locked but are on the bottom. Close enough.
I pull up and stand up, remembering to mash it into my shoulder the way I was told to do. The base of the caber is now up at waist level, the head probably 15 feet in the air. The Athletic Director who is announcing has said something and the crowd is making some noise but it is all background noise to me. My world is now a blue piece of wood I have to make fly.
I start running forward. There is no defined distance except that you have to demonstrate forward motion. I cannot tell how far I have run but I do not think it is far. I stop. The caber starts to fall forward. I take my hands and pull them up to my crown as the caber head falls. The end of the caber rises and the head hits the ground.
And I start yelling.
All of my frustration for three years of trying, all of the times I said I could not or believed I could not, all of the times circumstances were against me when they should not have been - all of this I channel into my yell, willing the caber over with my sonic emotions.
And over it goes, making a small "poof" of dust as it hits.
The crowd breaks out into cheers. My fellow athletes - especially the ones who know how I have struggled with this - cheer. I am jumping up and down, screaming like a madman. And not caring.
Today I turned my first caber.
Today was a very good day.
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